Kanha...contd.

After seeing the tiger for two consecutive days we thought of trying to find sloth bear or wild dogs. So we avoided the path where a tiger show was being held and took a new route. This was the hilly part of the park. While going thru this part of the forest we heard the alarm call of the barking deer but were not able to spot it in dense jungle. After traveling for an hour thru the zigzag mountainous path we entered the grassland portion of the forest, here we noticed a shinny spot sitting on the road side. We slowed our jeep and soon realized that it was a leopard sitting, looking at a male spotted deer grazing on the road side, further down the road. Our presence didn’t disturb the leopard (may be he was too hungry to ignore us or was habitual of the human presence in the park) and as soon as we stopped, the leopard started moving slowly towards the deer. Slowly crawling on the road it reached within few feet of the deer. At this time a langur (in the jungle the langur’s and the spotted deer live side by side thus acting as an alarm system against the predators) was continuously giving the alarm call of the presence of leopard. The deer was alert but was not able to spot the leopard. After a while the leopard started the final dash towards the deer. And in a fraction of second there was a cloud of dust all around with no trace of the deer or leopard. Only the sound of langur was heard. We drove our jeep a little further to see if the kill was successful. Luckily the deer was able to dodge the attack. The leopard after the fruitless attempt started to come towards the road. On seeing our vehicle he ran parallel to the road for a few meters and then crossed the road showing its splendid patterns and its full body length. After crossing the road and going inside the forest little bit, he marked his territory and disappeared into the wilderness.

Kanha

Kanha National Park is situated in Madhya Pradesh. There are three park gates to enter Kanha. Kisli gate that was used by us was around 170 km from Jabalpur. Urge to see the tiger in the wilderness dragged me here.
On reaching the park in the noon, we had our lunch and got ready for the afternoon safari. Within half an hour of the start of the safari we were lucky enough to see a male tiger resting under the shade of the tree. It was difficult to see the tiger with the naked eyes so had to use binocs and due to the limitation of the camera lens it was impossible to capture it. But seeing a tiger in the wild for the second time was a wonderful experience. First time I saw the tiger in the terai jungles of Dudhwa. The glimpse of the tiger was breath taking. At that time I could hear my heartbeats clearly…no sound was heard except that of my heart with my gaze fixed on the tiger while everything blurred out in the surrounding with sweat trickling down by back. The feeling didn’t repeat again this time because of the distance between the tiger n me was much greater than the last time. We waited for the tiger to rise from its slumber…which didn’t happened as the heat of the day had made him dull. The sun was setting and silhouette of the herd of gaurs could be seen grazing in the horizon. A large number of tourists were eagerly waiting for the tiger to rise but the tiger seemed not to be in a mood to entertain his guests. Soon there was movement of vehicles and on the other side of the road a yellow spot was seen moving in the grass. It was a tigress as a male will not cross the territory of another male without getting into conflict as they are solitary animals. And it was the mating period of the tigers so the female had the free pass to enter their territories. This tigress was collared. Seeing too much movement she sat under a thorny bush for a while and waited for the humans to disperse so that she could cross the road. After seeing that the people had no intention of leaving the road, she entered a narrow water stream and crossed the road. The vehicles were parked on the road which didn’t bother the tigress at all. The increasing number of tourist vehicles entering the park had made them habitual of the human presence which was not so in Dudhwa. It was almost dark when we started for the forest rest house. On our way back two jungle cats jumped in front of the jeep. For few minutes they played in the light of the jeep and then disappeared into the darkness, the way they had come.
Next morning we started early for the safari. While looking at the spotted deer, sambhar, swamp deer and gaur which were a common siting in the park premises… four elephants were also seen. There are no wild elephants in the forest of Madhya Pradesh. These elephants were the officials of the forest department. Soon the elephants had cornered something….on asking the guide what it was all about. We were told that tiger show was being held. In tiger show, the tiger is cornered with the help of elephants and the tourist then ride these elephants to get a closer view of it. This concept has been discontinued in the Corbett as the popularity of it is far beyond the other parks in India. The tiger show was more like a puppet show…the puppets being controlled by the forest department. They knew at what time of the day to surround the tiger. Tiger, being a cat is nocturnal and is lazy during the day time, so, it is the idle time for the show. Thou, it is a good method to earn revenues for the proper functioning of the park but on the part of tiger its privacy is lost for the enjoyment of a few. Since, most of the people coming to park are least bothered about the flora and fauna of the forest. They just want to see the tiger in the wild….and the tiger show is the way to fulfill it.
A very interesting phenomenon was observed while taking snaps of the grazers. To capture the front view of them…our guide used to mimic the mating call of the tiger to get their attention. On hearing the call they would look at the direction from where the call was coming from. But in case of wild boar they would not look in the direction of the call but would just freeze in the position they were in. This was very interesting on the part of boars. May be it was due to the thick short neck of the boar which hinders the movement of head.

Memoirs II: Killer Instinct

Here again the story goes back in time. Lemme tell u abt he’s favorite past times. He only knew how to kill time and kill chameleons. Ya…he was a killer machine. The best tracker and hunter in the neighborhood. He didn’t have fancy guns to kill them. He like the primates used stones to kill them. It sounds barbaric, but it was the only method he knew of. He lived in his own world, which was not the present one but dated back to the time when dinosaurs existed. Chameleons were like monsters or rather miniature form of dinosaurs. He was the defender of his territory. If any monster was in sight then he used to defend his territory bravely. No matter how long he had to chase it, he had to be victorious. There was no bounty on the head of the monster nor there heads were prized trophy. It was like shoot at sight. But after every killing there was a ritual and the body was burned with respect. With time, he’s domain of killing increased. He didn’t want to do this but to protect himself he had to.

The law of nature is such that everything is balanced. To balance the deeds of he, I is the counter balance. It’s like balancing the charges, to neutralize every +ve ion u need a –ve one. Like particle and anti-particle theory.

Memoirs I: Umbra and Penumbra

Do u believe in shadows…may be u don’t but I do. U all must have noticed the shadows growing and shrinking with the movement of light. Have u ever trusted them. Or are they just, mere shadows to u…but not to me. They had been my companion for 24 yrs and will remain till the end of me. Whether there is light or not, I know that they are beside me. It makes me feel secure that I’m not alone in this world. It is always a source of entertainment to me, to kill my time when I’m alone, an inspiration.

I started believing in them when he was a kid, who was too scared of this ruthless world. He was all alone, scared of being harmed by others. He used to watch people from distance, afraid of getting mixed with them. So, he always observed maintaining the distance with them. Routinely doing this, he started noticing the shadows and fell in love with them. And as he grew the shadows also did. When he was in eighth grade he came to know that he had two companions rather than one. He never knew about the shy one which was over shadowed by the contrast of the brighter one. The shy one was mostly invisible due to its nature. He and I are also like them, one overshadowing the other.

Emotions

Emotions always confuses me. The more people shows their emotions, the more it pisses me off. Sometimes i feel why people have to publicly display them, why cant they just keep them to themselves. Their presence reminds me how miserable i am. So, like always one day my head was bursting with weird thoughts. Once again i was walking the paths under the divine light of my black box. At that time the box was fuming with thoughts. I was on the brink of devising a theory. The so called theory is Emotion-o-meter and goes like this. Imagine, emotion is a set of box. Whose limits extends till infinity. Its based on the assumption that love and hate are the universal emotions which control the human mind and everything is a subset of them. At one extremity lies love and at the opposite end lies hate. If you are at the extremities then you can consider yourself to be an ideal person. Since, no one is ideal so each one has to be within this limit. All humans lie within this set. And according to the scale of the meter i am near the hate end of the scale.

My thoughts are always mixed up and confusing to me. While writing this something came to my mind. A thought, which i need to think upon goes like this: Is outburst of emotions like masturbation. May be its disturbing for some type of audience but cant help it. Its just a thought from the mind of a sicko.